I jus’ wanna live life and survive it

I'm 44 years old and life ain't golden.
Like juice got served when you got no cash,
got no cheque book, got no credit card.
Life is pretty hard.
I'sure you can see that I'm plus under-rated, plus bare knockbacks.
Been shown the door because they've 'bout cut backs.
And you think what next left or the right but.
key in the door but the door won't open
and heartbeat frozen. Look to the heavens,
but nobody’s coming and the pie's in the oven.
So you stop mind wandering and back to the present, its a
dinner for one with the dinner lights on.
And you're tryna get atmosphere
like she was here, but she's long gone.
Like Rocky Balbo and Adrian.
Teardrops while you sip on the ‘eavy end.

But as you just get older you just live and learn
and shrug your shoulders and be the bigger man.